Your second kiss with lasts almost as long as the first, but is much more passionate. You don’t know if she will forgive you, but you know that you are on the right track. Once, again the lack of air causes you to break off from her mouth.
“Where…where…the hell were…you twenty minutes ago?” asks as she tries to regain her composure. You her a chance to catch her breath before you move in for another kiss. As much as she wants you kiss her again, cuts you off.
“We need to talk before we go any further. I need to know that you are not just going to fuck me and bail again . I need to know where your heart lies.” She tells you. You look down at her hands to see if she is about to deck you, but her hands are crossed in front of her.
“I’m sorry about what I said before. It was stupid and wrong of me. But there is something you have to know. I wasn’t leaving because you were pregnant. I just got scared is all.” You say as you try to choke back tears.
“We’re going to have a baby. That is a scary thing, but it is no reason to run off.” responds.
“LISTEN TO ME!!! I wasn’t scared of becoming a father. I’m actually quite excited about that prospect.” You tell her, as you take her hand in yours.
“Then what are you so scared of ?” She asks as she squeezes your hand. You pull her close and briefly kiss her again.
“I was scared because I thought you didn’t want me around anymore. I was scared of losing you. When you stopped talking to me after we had sex, I didn’t know what to do. I thought I had lost you. I was afraid that I had hurt you and you didn’t trust me anymore. There were so many times since that night that I wanted to just take you in my arms and kiss you, like I did just now. I…I…I love you!!!” You break down. You hit the floor sobbing. She sits down next to you and cradles your head in her arms. As she speaks, she runs her hand through your hair.
“, when we first realized that we had had sex, I was so mad at you. I thought that you had gotten me drunk, just to get in my pants. The anger I felt towards you made me shut you out because I was afraid of hurting you. I didn’t want to do that, because if what we did created another life, I knew you wouldn’t want to stick around if I lashed out at you. In trying to prevent myself from driving you away, I ended up doing it instead. I’m sorry I scared you.” Now is crying too. “I love you too!!! I’m so glad that it’s you who got to be the father of my child.”
“So what do we do now?” You ask as you dry your eyes.
“Well, I figure we’ve got roughly eight months to get everything in order before the baby arrives so, let’s start with…
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