“Hanna, you sound a scared……It’s ok honey, it’s just a phone call” Burton’s voice was deep and calm and soothing. “Take a deep breath baby.”
Hannah took a deep breath, the second one this night, and exhaled slowly. “That’s it baby” he said as he heard her breath in and then exhale. “feel better?”
“A little.” Hanna’s replied weakly. She felt some relief that he was so sensitive to her emotions. That is what she had liked about their early interactions. He was easy to like.
“It must have taken a lot of guts for you to do this.” he said, validating the difficulty she had making this decision. Burton had talked women through their first phone call before but Hannah was reacting a lot stronger that most. A lot of women were nervous but they were also horney. For them it was like having sex for the first time again. This was different because Hannah hadn’t called because she wanted to get laid. There was something else going on here. *Damn* he thought, he didn’t want it to go this way. Emotions were dangerous. There was that thought again *I’m not going to get hooked*. I’ve got to turn this around. *It was my idea to call* he thought *but it wasn’t going to go anywhere unless I could get her on the phone*.
“There is a lot of emotion Hannah. You could never have portrayed in text what you are communicating right now, right?” he asked.
“Yes, you’re right.” She responded. *It still feels like he is in control* she thought. *I’ve got to get a grip on myself and quit giving him so much power*.
“You want to talk about it?” Burton queried.
*Ok, here’s my chance. I just need to calm down. Like he said, this is just a phone call* she thought trying to gather herself together. She felt her breathing slowing down and willed her muscles to relax. Then she spoke with as much resolve as she could muster. “Burton, I’ve never talked with another man on the phone like this before. I’m not sure I want to do this anymore. It’s getting way to complicated. At first it was exhilarating. I was having fun. When it turned sexual it felt natural. I felt safe. No one was going to hurt me or reject me. I was able to let myself go. I’ve never had an orgasm like I had that night and I still think about it. And then it stopped, just like that, nothing. Then you show back up tonight and screw around with my head.”
Burton liked what he was hearing. She was taking control again and he needed her to feel that she had control. That took him off the hook. But control isn’t the same thing as power and he didn’t want to relinquish any of the power he had over her. He wanted her. He wanted to fuck her and make her love every minute of it. She wasn’t like the other bimbo’s he had screwed. This lady had class. This game was worth playing and he felt alive as he fantasized about what he would do.
“Hannah, the ball is in your court. If you want, it can be over right now. Like you, I have a hard time not thinking about watching you and pushing you to that orgasm. You were absolutely fabulous. I want to keep having fun. I got a little scared is all because I felt you wanted more than a casual chatting relationship. I’m not interested in commitments…..”
“Neither am I” Hannah inserted. “I still love my husband and plan on staying with him. You have been just a sweet distraction.”
“….ok” he said, interrupting her disruption. “does the sweet distraction end tonight, right now, or do we pull things back together and continue our little interlude?”
Hannah’s mind was spinning now. She was in control. She could take it anywhere she wanted. She could end it and be done with Burton. Or………she could use him to have some fun. He was mature and experienced. He could bring her fantasies to life. Her heart began to race again, but this time not out of fear. She was having a rush. She was going to do something she had never done before. Something nasty. Something way out of character for the sweet little Hannah. “Talk dirty to me Burton, you think you are so good. Make me cum, baby.”
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