Sitting down on my desk chair, more like falling down on it, I set upon the task of imagining the situation, my mother wanted a daughter, but she wasn’t capable of having any other child do to the stress placed on her body, the doctors have told her she couldn’t have any other kid, that so far I knew about their talks, but her regret of not having the daughter she always wanted to have, that was too much.
Now, the problem I had right now was to think of a way to help her in that department, I had several ideas I needed to work with.
Plan 1: make her have a kid, the daughter she always wanted, the problem is, a direct wish would probably make her pregnant, that would mean making her healthy enough, waiting for the whole nine months and then having a little baby crawling around the house, I don’t think neither three… four, counting Ginny, would love to have a baby, a night crying and all time consuming baby at this point of our lives, no matter how happy mom would be with that; even though, that was plan 1.
Plan 2: much simpler, but required more wish making, create a sister, maybe older or younger, but wish mom was healthy in the past and that she had a daughter before or after me, that meant that in the present I would have a grown up sister and we wouldn’t have to deal with things like diaper changes or being woke up in the middle of the night, point was that she could be a spoiled brat, a little princess or any other kind of nightmarish sister, but the whole product couldn’t be so bad I suppose.
Plan 3: having Ginny in the family as my sister, that way we only had to place her in the family story, change some of the past and she would be another member, the problem I could find was that with the way she loved to flirt, and how much we would have fun in bed… and everywhere else, could be a little dangerous, incest was still a very powerful taboo, and even if I could change that idea the wishes would still have to be very well thought.
Plan 4: mom wanted a daughter; they thought I was going to be that daughter; everyone has told them that and in the end mom was hit with the harsh reality of me being born a boy, so what else I could do? Change history of course so instead of being born a boy change it so the plans were what everybody thought, that would mean having to change my own past… my own gender, but everything else would be different, could I live with the knowledge of me being born a boy? So many things to consider, so many paths to take. |